The Trail Mix Diaries
Day 18 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Thursday, August 29)
It’s here. The final day of my blogging for this trip. So many incredible memories. So many special people I met. So many trails I hiked that I had always heard about. So many miles driven in 18 days (approx. 3,400 miles). So many new smells coming from the back of my car... and I earned every scent.
Waking up in a soft cozy bed felt amazing this morning. I did all my laundry last night, and threw a few things away that were hopelessly ruined from weather, dirt, food or smells. Organizing the car so I can actually find things is a new priority. I’ll tell ya what, this is bitter sweet, for sure. I have loved every mile... every minute of this journey. I will say this again, if you ever have an opportunity to “wander” without any true agenda, do it. But make sure you step out into the wilderness. Just soak it in. It may just get you hooked.
With all that said, today was my last journey. It began with a 3 1/2 hour drive South to Sylva, North Carolina. Not too far from Maggie Valley and Bryson City. An area of the state surrounded with the most lush beautiful forest. On the way, I decided to make an unexpected stop in a mountain town called, Black Mountain. I found a boutique coffee shop called Dynamite Roasting Company and absolutely loved their java. I sat on their outside deck and just stared at the mountains. This was the first moment of closure I have had. Just being able to reflect on these past these weeks put a smile on my face... so did the coffee.
I needed to get moving and make the final 2 hour drive. I was meeting Mark Ellison, a nature guide/therapist at the Pinnacle park in Sylva. A beautiful park that has lush trees and a couple raging creeks. It was a perfect setting for the final interviews. We hiked up a bit as we talked about what he does, why he does it and why it’s important. He takes people into the woods to grasp onto the beauty and unwind. It was completely relaxing for me and so appreciative Mark was willing to be a part of the film.
The interview ended and we sat by the creek and talked. He then made a special tea that he always makes his participants. It was hot water with a branch and needles from some white pines. The pine soaks and creates a sweet flavored water. It was so good! He then whipped out some fresh chocolate chip cookies and trail mix that his wife made us. A perfect ending to a perfect day to a perfect 18 days.
We said our goodbyes and I made my long drive back. The next long drive I will have is in 2 days when I head home to my family. I’ve missed my wife’s amazing cooking and my dogs French bulldog snorts. I’m looking forward to getting back home after all this time.
All I can say is thank you. Thank you to the people who actually read any of these stories... and thank you for the feed back and kind words I’ve received. Even though this leg of my journey is over, it’s just the beginning of some much bigger things, including the editing of the film. I will also need to kick into a fund raising campaign to help with the next leg of the production. Not looking forward to that part.
This all proved one thing to me... the wilderness actually does provide wellness.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 17 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Wednesday, August 28)
I have never been on any trip or vacation for 17 days, and here I am with 4 more days until I get home. That’s crazy!!! But I woke up today with a renewed feeling of contentment. I again, decided not to eat or make coffee and hit the road as soon as I could. It was about time to cram all my old towels, clothes, and blankets into a triple bag to keep the musty smells at bay. Honestly, this experience made me appreciate and look forward to a real hot shower more than a fresh made chocolate chip cookie. And anyone who knows me, will know that says a lot.
It was another 4 hour drive to North Carolina, and it could not have been more beautiful. It was rainy in Virginia but as I approached NC.... the clouds opened up, as to greet me back! Now this felt like home!
I drive up the parkway to the top of Beech Mountain and was taken back by how green and beautiful it all was. At 68 degrees, there was also a slight nip in the air. Yup. This is my home away from home.
For anyone who has not been to Beech Mountain, all I can say is go. It is The highest elevated incorporated town east of the Rockies. It is such a special place with restaurants, snow skiing, incredible hiking trails, fishing and Fred’s. Fred’s is a mercantile store whose tagline is: “if we don’t have it, you don’t need it”. This is very true. If you need some Columbia ski clothing... got it. Need a light bulb... got it. Fresh produce, grilled burger, bird house, screwdriver, wine.... yup, got it. Imagine what a Cracker Barrel store was actually trying to be... that’s Fred’s. Fred is owned by Fred and Margie, who also happen to be our neighbors. I saw Fred’s car at the store and decided to stop and say hi. I was warmly greeted by he and Margie and they ordered me a delicious burger! So much fun talking about my journey with them and showing pictures. He wanted to hear all about it... and so he did!
He then invited me over to his home for his family gathering and supper. How sweet is this! Things like this happen to keep reminding me why I love it up here. Just a special small town.
Tomorrow is another big day, as I journey to Asheville, NC to meet with Mark Ellison... one of the original verified nature guides in the South. I had met mark a while ago online, but we actually met face to face in Sonoma, CA when I attended the Forest Bathing Conference a few months ago. He will be taking me out to show me what it’s all about.
So it’s good to be back here. What an incredible 17 day journey so far. And I heard great news that Debbie and our pup Ella may be coming up here on Friday!!! Now that’s great news!!!
In closing, I am just about finished with this series. I will post about tomorrow in Asheville, but that will be the final. I hope somebody enjoyed reading about the journey, and maybe inspired you to step out of your comfort zone and create a journey of your own.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 16 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Tuesday, August 27)
The day started out like any other day. Stick a foot outside the tent to gage for wind, temp and rain. Then curl back in the bed for a few more minutes of sleep.
I did deal with a rainy morning as I packed everything up. But I was excited, because today was a big day.
I was able to secure a time at the Appalachian Trail Conservancy in Harpers Ferry WV to pin 2 main interviews around 11:30am. I knew it was a 3+ hour drive, so I knew I needed to leave by 8am. I’ll tell ya what... my car is starting to smell like a gym! I’ve tried to do laundry when I can, but between the humid, rainy musty air and the hot days... I may need to burn everything!
Back to the drive... I made it right at 11:30 and was in between rain downpours, so I was able to do the interviews outside facing the legendary stone facade of the ATC.
I interviewed Laurie Potteiger and Jordon Bowman and talked about history, facts and other useful tidbits for the film. These are people that completed thru hikes in the past, then quit their jobs to work here. And laurie has worked there over 30 years!!
I was done by 1:00 with the interviews then ran to Virgina. It took 3 hours, but pulling up to this campsite (the same exact site I came to 16 days ago) hit me like a wall. I did an interview here (of myself) when I stayed and asked myself questions. I have found that I need to challenge myself, since there is no one else to do it out here. But it was an exciting moment pulling up and remembering how I felt then. So many unknowns. And all my clothes were clean when I was here! A COMPLETE contrast to where I’m at now.
I did way too much thinking the past few days. Thinking about the film but thinking extremely heavy about the charity. I want so much to make a difference, and I have some ideas that I believe can do just that. The overall concept is still... Nature Heals. I believe this with all my heart and I truly want to make a difference. So “difference“ is my goal.
I decided I wasn’t really hungry, but created a couple amazing cheese quesadillas to take into the tent. I just remembered that the first photo I took that had the beer and hot dogs was taken right here!!! (Thought that was useful information).
So I got all my nighttime things together and tossed into the tent, along with my meal. This will be my last night sleeping in the tent! Tomorrow I will arrive at the cabin in North Carolina. I then clean up and head to Asheville NC on Thursday, for what will be my final interview of this trip! It will be a special one, as a nature guide is taking me into the wilderness. I wanted to experience what people do when they do nature walk therapy sessions. I need to embrace my inner tree! Whatever that means!!
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 15 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Monday, August 26)
I am officially one with the insects. When I started this journey, I knew there would be a lot of bugs.. with the heat and areas I would be. At first, they were just pesky bees, mosquitoes and flies. But I just noticed that they do not bug me anymore (no pun intended). I actually look at myself as a visitor to their hometown. Of course the hummingbird sized mosquitoes still freak me out, but it’s all fair game. After 15 days of living in a tent and brushing my teeth in the woods, I have become comfortable with things that made me uncomfortable.
Today was my longest day of driving, with more than 6 hours heading south. I ended up in Pennsylvania, near Hershey! This will set me up to be not too far from Harpers Ferry WV to meet up with the Appalachian Trail Conservancy people tomorrow.
2 people have asked me if I’m actually living in my car these 3 weeks... the answer is yes, minus the 3 nights I stayed in Portland, Maine with Debbie. The set up took a lot of planning.. I already had a Coleman stove, but I was able to organize in a way I could set up quick, then leave quick. I have one huge chest full of firewood and fat wood. I have one chest that is all cooking stuff, including the Coleman, pots, cans of propane, foil, paper towels etc. I have 3 backpacks... my main HEAVY Gregory 75 liter Hiking one, the 55 liter Gregory that I used on mt Katadhin and mt Washington which mainly had camera gear and water. Then I have a floppy Granite Gear pack that has all my shower items and clean up stuff I can walk to showers with. Just easy to find anything I need!! I have 2 Yeti power banks.. a big 1400 that I use to power my OxxBox coffee maker and a smaller one that feeds the power to the tent all night to charge everything. There is my large camera case for my big camera, a backpack case with all my hiking cameras then my wireless mic cases. Every night, I have been watching a movie up there! The tent is a Freespirit 55 that is my favorite thing EVER! I can set it up in about 2 minutes flat!! It has a queen size mattress up there and it’s perfect! I then have my suitcase, bag of dirty clothes and lots of other things. Lastly, I have a powered ice chest in the front that stays on all the time. It’s incredible!!! When I’m driving, it plugs into a cigarette hole... when I’m parked, it feeds off the Yeti.
It really has been great not being limited where I would be able to park a motor home, even though that would have been more comfy. But to wake up in the morning, sit on the edge of the tent and watch a river.. nothing like it!
So that’s how I have survived these past 15 days! I’ve really gotten used to living like this, but looking forward to a normal hot shower, my wife and my dog.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 14 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Sunday, August 25)
Today was a day of goodbyes. A day of closure in terms of leaving New Hampshire and the new friends I have met with Hikers For Mental Health. This is a group of people that I instantly connected with, and I am in awe that they do what they do for this charity as volunteers. They run it like a fine oiled machine, and they do it because they believe in it.
I stood in a circle with 4 other people and we talked about this event and they asked questions about my film and charity. I told them of the drive from no where that completely took me over to do these things... always questioning myself, “why am I doing this?”. It became an emotional conversation and one person (who was a navy war vet) became emotional. She and her husband are moving forward in creating a nature haven for people and have hit road blocks. She said my story touched and affected her. I mean, come on, this is all so real. There are people out there like these volunteers that genuinely want to help people in need and introduce them to nature. Plain and simple.
I left these incredible people for my 4 1/2 hour drive south to Connecticut. During this drive, I did a lot of thinking. You see, I’m trying to really narrow down the outreach of my charity, Trails Please Foundation. I am learning that there might be a way to truly help with some issues right at the core. I will explain this later.
Then, during my long drive, I got a text from a special friend. Let’s just call him Jeff for the sake of identity. Jeff has a nak of challenging me. I think he likes to see me squirm, which actually helps me think about issues in a whole different way. This question made me really think, as he is aware this solo trip of 3 weeks has many levels to it. This is what he sent me:
“Here’s one to ponder this morning.... what age will you be when it’s clear that you, your pursuits, and your creations are well beyond sufficient and that people really like them? “
I mean, really? A question like this early in the morning? But it stopped me in my tracks. He questioned something that circles in my brain constantly. Why am I doing this? Is it clear to anyone what I’m doing? Are my insecurities that bad that I’m relying on other people to reveal their weaknesses so I don’t have to deal with mine? He hit a spot. And I believe that answer will come out in the film.
But his question deserved an answer. And I formed a long form answer in my head. I hope it’s ok to share my response, because it is the truth:
“I think this journey has opened my eyes and heart in a way it would have never before. It’s made me realize that it’s ok to not know all the answers but learn to trust my instincts more. It’s allowed to me have conversations with complete strangers and have these people become friends and open up their hearts to me. I’m still insecure, and I think this new found love of nature and travel will create more desire and hope to keep growing. I guess I’m able to put my hair down a little bit more . I just said good bye to some leaders of this event I was just at... one woman who is so passionate about outdoors, mental wellness and was a Vet... wanted to hear some of my stories. Well, my story is more of a journey, and I’m only doing these things because I believe I am supposed to. I talked about how it all came about and she started crying thanking me for inspiring her. It was touching. So I don’t know the answer, but I do know I’m getting to know myself everyday... a little bit more.”
So this project... is not so much a “project” anymore. It’s a quest. But a quest that has opened the door to a film that might affect people and a charity that has the potential to change some lives.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 13 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Saturday, August 24)
Waking up at 4:00am is never a favorite thing to do. Mainly because I go to bed so late... but today, I had to crawl down from a tent in 32 degree weather and try to get ready in the dark. Luckily I organized my pack with gear the night before, so I mainly had to dump water on my hair, get dressed and be ready when they came to pick me up.
When we pulled up to Mt. Washington, my eyes popped out. At first because of the size and beauty, but secondly because of the incredible weather. I’m not kidding, this looked like a postcard! A butt kicking cold postcard, but a postcard none the less.
The volunteer hikers who raised money for this foundation starting coming around 6:30. There were about 138 hikers who actually came! That is a huge number. And the great news for the charity, Hike For Mental Health, is that they raised a record $25,000 from this event. That is huge for a small charity for sure!!!
The hikers are all given a bright orange logo shirt to hike in, so they would be seen by all. And everyone noticed. But not as noticed as the co-founder Tom who sported a custom made orange dress. He was all the rage! I even had a shirt on to support the cause.
In addition to carrying my video camera for my interviews, I was also “assigned “ to be their media photographer. It made it more of a challenge, but at least I felt helpful. I was all over the place shooting the 4 different groups that went out, along with the behind the scenes.
Once all the hikers left for the hike, it was my decision what to do. I knew it was a very steep and rocky 5+ miles. It reminded me a lot of Mt. Katadhin in Maine that I was just unsuccessful in the final summit. But I did not let that same mistake happen. I made it to the top.
Having my picture taken on their two different summits felt great. Like I accomplished something big. Now these mountains are also known as The Whites.. or The White Mountains. I have never heard a story about how easy it was, or it takes just a couple hours. Nope. It’s difficult. So it made it all sweeter to be standing up there. And the views... as the workers said, this day was ridiculously beautiful today! This mountains tagline on the wall reads: Mount Washington... home of the worst weather. For real!! But this day, it was so clear, we could actually see the ATLANTIC OCEAN! Yup, I was there to see it! :)
So at 1:30, I started the trek down. (After my bowl of chili) I debated this downward hike, but felt it was important. Okay... these rocks... you have no idea how big these are. And it’s not just a patch, this is a mountain of loose rock and boulder. (I even saw huge sIates of marble up there- picture below) I hear a lot of ankles are broken here (and a poster inside the lodge has a listing with hundreds of people who died on this mountain) not good for any insecurities one might have as they tackle this mountain.
But I did it. And I hurt... bad. The rocks hurt the feet, the steep drops off boulders is like doing gnarly squats all day and I tripped a lot on wet rocks , wobbly boulders, big cracks and my weak legs after the long day of hiking. I was a mess. And to add salt to this sorry wound, I was being passed by little kids bouncing from rock to rock. Everybody was sweet, but I was just happy to make it back down.
The day was a total success, for both me, the charity and my ego.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 12 - The Trail Mix Diaries
(Friday, August 23)
Awww. Day 12. Hard to believe I’m already at this point in the trip.
Today was mainly a travel day to Mt. Washington, NH. I drove through some of the most beautiful back country roads I have ever seen. Not only that, but it became chilly! I have even seen some leaves starting to change. I would call this absolutely perfect!
I arrived at the camp site and was greeted by some of the HIKE FOR MENTAL HEALTH people. I finally met Tom Kennedy who is one of the founders. We first communicated about 9 months ago via Facebook when I saw what their charity was doing. This is a group that was an early believer in regards to how the outdoors helps your mental health. And this annual event pulls around $25,000 for them, that they in-turn, donate 100% to research. They are incredible people with a special cause. Very inspiring for sure.
I sat with the group of 6 organizers in their pre-hike day meeting. Fun to hear the wheels turning.
I was notified I need to be ready at 5:15 tomorrow morning to get a ride to Mt. Washington. This is a steep 5 mile trek each way, and my pack is too heavy. I will be filming all the way, in addition to being their photographer. They are expecting 150 people and the weather should be perfect. So here’s to an early night, and looking forward to the big day tomorrow.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 11 - The Trail Mix Diaries
I made some new friends this morning. 4 of them.
Very friendly ducks, yacking at me as if to say, good bye. At least that’s how I interpreted it. They actually circled me, which made me a tad nervous... but all went well,
I made a decision last night. I’m coming back at some point to hike the summit of Katadhin. I realized I needed to celebrate what I have done so far and get out of my own head and stand on the sign. Thank you to everyone who pretty much thought I was a dork for not doing it.
I travelled a few hours today to get closer to Mt. Washington, New Hampshire. This is my next stop, as I will be hiking and interviewing some very special people with, HIKE FOR MENTAL HEALTH. They will have 100 participants this weekend summiting Mt. Washington. This is one of the first charities I met that really focuses on mental health and nature. Tom Kennedy has become a truly great friend of mine, yet I’ve never actually met him. These people do some great things and I’m excited to celebrate this with them!
I got all set up at camp and finally had some internet, so I was able to get a little work done. I also downloaded a few new movies, as I have been watching a new movie on my iPad every night. Just a little treat I give myself. Gotta love downloading from Netflix!
So tomorrow will be a big day, as I set up camp at Mt Washington. I will be there a few days then off towards Harpers Ferry for those interviews!
One thing I forgot to mention... I drove 40 miles out of my way today to get Starbucks and go back to Freeport to revisit the L.L. Bean. They had a sale, what can I say.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 10 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Let’s call today, my transition day.
I woke up extremely emotional today. Maybe yesterday’s choice to not summit was a mistake, because I’m feeling regret for not doing it. But is it that big of a deal? I had actually considered driving back to the park to do it this morning, but seeing a weather forecast of thunderstorms for the day talked me out of it. And yes, I felt some relief with that decision.
So I decided to drive. And drive a while. I thought that 2 things were possible.... I will find a Starbucks, or I will find a cabin that one of my favorite shows rebuilt, Maine Cabin Masters. (It’s a show about a group of people rebuild/fix old Maine cabins, usually around a lake.
I did not find either. I also could not find a laundromat. So I decided to just fill up with gas and restock my groceries.
The rain came in hard. I first thought I would just sleep in my car, but I quickly gave up on that idea. So I set up the tent up on the car, and slept in the rain. It was actually quite relaxing.
Tomorrow is a turning point for this trip... I start my journey south. Finally heading in the direction of home. To hang with my wife and, Ella, our French bulldog. But that is still 2 weeks and 13 states away. Hopefully it will go quickly, and I hope I find a laundromat.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 9 - The Trail Mix Diaries
I woke up extremely nervous today. I was actually going to hike up Mt. Katadhin! Apparently I thought it would be easier than it really was. I spoke to many people yesterday telling me about the different ways up (which I thought there was just one). Then I was asked if I had my pass already.... what? I need a pass? Yes, to control parking, they sell passes in advance since there only a certain amount of cars allowed up there. I quickly realized I was not completely prepared for this. I wasn’t even sure if I was going to be able to hike at all!
I woke up at 5:30am and it was the most beautiful sunrise. And after rain everyday, this one day is being forecast as total clear sky. I seem to be very lucky when it comes to things like this. I figured it’s going to be a perfect day, no matter what happens.
I got ready, packed up my pack with tons of water (5 liters of water), few snacks, required flashlights and my camera gear. My pack weighed 22 pounds, which is heavy for this trek, but considerably lighter than my normal 58 pounds.
I ran over to the lodge to get WiFi to upload the previous days blog, and met the sweetest woman. Her name is Cathy, and she was there with all her senior friends. She told me, her husband, who is 79, is summiting with some friends including an 84 year old friend. I was so impressed.we sat and talked, knowing I really needed to go to the trail, to see if I can even get up there. But, I enjoyed hearing her stories, so I sat down. Turns out they moved to Maine from Massachusetts about 12 years ago, and they love it.we talked about the seasons, the people and retirement. I was fascinated when she told me she was a Master Gardner! I did not know that was a title, but it was, and she was respected at what she did. Her passion now was growing plants that the monarch butterfly survives with. I was like, no way! I quickly had to tell her my butterfly story on the Appalachian Trail. She got shivers and agreed it meant something. She then showed me pictures from her phone of the most stunning monarchs I had ever seen. This went on until I realized that an hour went by and I said I needed to leave.
Baxter State Park was only 8 miles away, but with these roads, it is a very long 8 miles. I pulled up to the ranger station to find out that all the lots were filled. I was asking if I have any options, and that I’m wanting to go where the AT hikers are summiting. She said, “ oh, yes, there are 2 spots open on the ABOL section”. Yes! My luck worked again!
This was another 8 mile drive up the mountain, a very rough, bumpy and narrow dirt road. I made it to the spot and looked at my watch. It was now 9:30am. People were going up there at 7am to summit and get back by dark. How will I be able to do it? I’m slow and need to stop a lot to film. I guess if it’s meant to be.
I am not kidding when I say this was the most beautiful day I have ever seen! I got everything ready and started my hike. I was first taken back by all the incredible smells. The pines were the sweetest smells ever! I literally kept stopping just to take it all in.
This trek was an important one for me and making this long hike is what I needed. I had a lot of thinking to do. The whole project went thru my mind. All the incredible people who have shared their stories, all the beautiful forests I entered, the evolution of the story, how I have become nature’s biggest fan, what’s the future of this story and finally... why am I hiking this trail today if none of my hikers are there today.
This really got me thinking. Why, am I here today with no interviews lined up? I answered myself, and said... I’m doing it for me. I think I was right. I started this project 14 months ago, and have learned a lot. I took on something I knew nothing about. I don’t think anyone really understood what I was doing, including me. I have been following my gut instinct and I knew I was supposed to be doing this. I mean come on, I am following my own leads, self funding it and hurting like hell when I’m out here. Sounds perfect, right? Then to top it off, I started a charity! I’m either nuts or doing something that will change the world! I believe it will change the world .
I did a lot of filming out there. The hike was stunning... then I heard the falls. The Katadhin stream opens up to the most stunning waterfall series I have ever seen. I just stood there with my mouth wide open. It was so loud, it was almost deafening. I pulled myself away and kept the hike.
1 mile... 2 miles... 3 miles done. Only 2 to go. Then I will hit the top. But theres a problem. What do I do when I summit? Do I go stand on the sign that seriously meant for thru hikers to celebrate on after their long journey. A photo memory of their 2000 + mile walk. I question myself again... am I trying to prove something or tell a story? I also started doing the math on my travel speed. On these steep boulder infested trails, I’m hitting about 1 mile an hour. With my late start, this speed I’m going and realizing I will need to hike back down, it will be dark when I’m done. I sat there for 10 minutes snacking on some M&Ms and water as I debated what to do.
I decided to turn around. 1.5 miles from the top. The sadness kicked in but something told me I needed to. I never took on this project to pretend I was a thru hiker. I did it to tell their story. I did what I set out to do on this mountain... hike it. Experience it. Fall in love with it.
I turned around and started the hike down, until I slipped and fell off a slick boulder. It not only hurt like hell, but I broke my GoPro and bent a pole. Luckily the second fall only bashed my knee.
I will end this blog with the waterfall. I hiked back to the falls that I passed earlier. I took off my pack and limped down a narrow trail to an opening in the woods that was right on the waters edge. This was perfect. This is why I’m doing this film. It’s about a journey that leads to a waterfall. About asking myself very tough questions and actually having an answer. It’s about finding yourself in the woods.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 8 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Today was the day. The reality was setting in with what was about to happen. First, I was losing my partner. After 3 great days of exploring with Debbie, I knew she was flying home today, and I would be off for my final 200 mile trek to Mt. Katadhin in Baxter State Park.
After leaving the airport, I traveled about an hour until I realized I needed to get gas and restock my food.... oh, and possibly find a Starbucks! I did not care what town it would be... just something not far off the interstate. Viola! I found one. It was a town called Freeport.
Let’s just say I struck gold with this town. Not only did I find my coffee, but I found something much much bigger. I believe my eyes glazed over as I stared at the largest L.L. Bean store I have ever seen. It seems my luck brought me to the town of their corporate headquarters, and their store that dwarfed any REI or Bass Pro shop in existence. This was seriously cool. 3 floors of pure joy... imagine unicorns and rainbows on a spring day.
Here’s the thing, I was finally forcing myself to leave, so I could catch my breath... until more visions slapped me in the face outside. There THEY were... the other things that make me giddy. A Patagonia store, a Northface store and an Orvis store. Seriously? These and more all being friendly neighbors on this cute street which also has a nice Starbucks?!
I believe I need to move to this town.
Maybe on the way back I’ll find a real estate agent.
So I made myself get in the car and continue my journey.
Got my coffee and groceries and I’m ready to roll.
I drove another 3 hours until I started seeing the Baxter State Park signs. This truly made me full of some emotion. This is that spot, where a thru hiker either begins or ends their journey on the Appalachian Trail. And since I’ve already been to the other end in Georgia, this actually hit me pretty hard. I checked into a camp area called Big Moose in Millinocket, Maine. I am about 8 miles from Baxter State Park, and about 30 feet from the edge of Piscataquis lake. So far, one of my favorite places to camp. The only thing that threw me off a little, was something that I first thought was a spider on me. Turns out it was some prehistoric mosquito who wanted to suck me dry. This was no joke, it was the largest skeeter I had ever seen and he/she had no problem feeding off me through my hiking pants (picture below).
So I unloaded my gear and cooked my gourmet hot dog meal. I’ve become quite the chef with these grill marks off the Coleman stove. It is unfortunate I do not have any cell reception or WiFi, so I will need to post these next blogs when I can get to it.
I am also a little nervous. Tomorrow will be one of my hardest days. I was told that the best route to go, is about 4 miles. But up the large boulders. I was notified that I will need to have flash lights and suggested gloves, since I will be having to claw my way up a couple sections. Sounds like fun, especially with my camera gear.
So , here I come. This should be an interesting day to say the least, and no guarantee I’ll see any of my hikers. More on that story later.
Maybe I should just go back to Freeport and get that micro fiber jacket I was loving on.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 7 - The Trail Mix Diaries
I woke up knowing today would be full of mixed emotions.
It was the last day of seeing Debbie before she heads back to Tennessee, and the very last day of staying in a comfy hotel. As of tomorrow, back to camping and finishing my travels and filming. I have been on the road for 7 days! And I still have 14 to go. That is mind numbing to me thinking about being gone this long, but it is my reality.
My trip to Maine has been a special one, and today topped it all off! Our hopes and dream was to get on a boat and pull in some Lobster, but tourist season is still in full swing here, so that did not ever happen. But we did hop on a ferry over to Peaks Island. This was the best choice we made. We decided to skip the bike and golf cart rentals to walk around the island. It’s about 5 miles all the way around. We met some great people including John, who is a 50 year resident of the island! He told us of a great spot to see the ocean and told us some history of the island. Fascinating stuff... so off to the ocean view we went.
The view was stunning! I had no idea how many other islands were out there. I have never seen anything like this community and would love to spend some time here. Who knows....
We hung out then found yet another tasty fish restaurant. I have had no shortage of food while in Maine! Stocking up for the rest of my long journey, I guess.
That night, after some needed rest from eating, we decided to go back to Portland, to eat. We needed one more fresh meal from Maine!
The waiting time was hours at most places, but we found this small trendy hipster dive. We are just so cool (not) that we decided to give this Asian Fusion place a try. Wow. Some of the most flavorful food I have eaten in a while! (Pictures below).
We ate our last meal in a Maine and had to face reality that tomorrow everything changes. It is bitter sweet for sure. I have these days of exploring with Debbie, but at the same time overwhelmed a little from the traffic and loud people. Heading back to nature will be good for me, but I will miss hanging with my wife.
So onward.... charging up my batteries, reorganizing my bags to be ready for the next leg of my journey.
Mt. Katadhin, here I come.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 6 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Let’s just say I saved a marriage.
It turns out my decision to skip the campsites in Portland , Maine, was a good one.
Debbie flew into town this morning, and we checked into a comfy hotel. I did have to lug most of my camera gear up to the room, but the funniest thing was showing her my hobo set up in the car. I realized I have become proud and comfortable with how simplistic I was was living on the road. Staying in a hotel almost made me feel a tad guilty.... until I flash backed on yesterday and how horrible my life would have been. Staying with Debbie... in any of those campsites, would have made her question my sanity.
We unloaded and we were both ready to explore. We ended up in a tiny town called, Cape Elizabeth. There were 2 lighthouses and a restaurant that was known for its lobster roll sandwiches. Let’s just say the lunch was incredible and the walk on the shore... incredible. Ok, I know I already used that word, but it is so fitting. Maybe I’ll switch that to beautiful.
We then explored all around and found a small bakery where we bought some wine and cinnamon crumb donuts. Yup. The donuts were for me and DEEELISH!
We then wandered into Portland and had an incredible time. We both had a tarot card reading, too! I have never done that before, and it was cool. And I gotta say.. pretty accurate.
Without even saying anything, she talked about my work. She knew I was independent and said the next 3 months will be the biggest challenge for me, but by December, I will be in a very good place. She seemed to even tell me that my finances were connected to this challenging time. Ummmm... yup again. As I have been self funding this film for over a year. Not the easiest thing to do when most of your time is put into this.
But it was a fun experience to have had my fortune told. At least my health looked good!
We then wandered and shopped for our French bulldog, Ella! Just a few things... collar, snacks... and, oh yea.... a lobster squeaker. I hope she appreciates the fact we shopped exclusively for her.
I gotta say, it has been nice to be in a hotel, and be clean! Being a car thru-hiker is not easy! Ok... it is easy, I just should have brought more changes of clean clothes.
The night ended at an incredibly fantastically trendy popular and long-waited restaurant called FORE. I think the waiting time for a table was 72 hours, so we opted to eat and drink at the bar. Fresh fish all the way! Dang, I love Maine.
Tomorrow we are trying to go out and do some lobster trapping on a boat. Or not. Then we will take a Ferry to one of the islands and... eat.
I do realize this time of being well fed, keeping clean and staying in one place is short lived. So, I will embrace it for all it is! I did make my reservations to camp just outside of Mt. Katadhin, Maine which starts in a couple days. So I will cherish these moments but mentally get ready to start filming again at the trailhead.
Now, time to sleep on this comfy bed and dream about more lobster rolls.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 5 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Disaster. More about that later.
I gave myself 3 1/2 hours to get from Mystic, Connecticut to Portland, Maine. Boy was I wrong. The traffic was intense and it took almost 5 hours to get there. Well, that was the good news.
I also realized I will do anything for Starbucks... proof is that I got off the interstate and drove 5 miles to the closest shop. Made me sad, because I had finished my drink by the time I got back on.
Let me explain something... I am traveling a grand total of almost 3,000 miles round trip. I have a car completely full of camera gear, audio equipment then everything I need to live my hobo life. (Yes, that includes my OxxBox coffee maker and electric ice cooler). In addition, I decided to bring my complete hiking backpack, since I will be hiking and filming at certain destinations. The reason I say all this, is that I am not always hiking and camping in sweet spots. I made the decision to stay at some campgrounds along the way, including a series of KOAs.
I have never been disappointed at ANY KOA site... until today. I am not kidding you, when I pulled up at this KOA near Portland, Maine, my mouth dropped open. It looked like a movie set. No, worst... it looked like a set from a horrible kids movie. Picture Wally World and the Wiggles. It was hustling and bustling with kids, babies, teenagers, parents, grandparents - on bikes, in golf carts .... everywhere, people criss crossing the small paved road. I prayed that my site be hidden and behind some very large trees. But I realized there were not many trees, and the majority of cars I saw were large campers. I waited my turn to be escorted to my treed oasis away from all this chaos. Ummm. Why is he leading me away from the sites....why is this large kids pool in the area he is leading me towards. My heart sank. What looked to be an overflow parking lot with a fresh layer of gravel is exactly where he is taking me. My eyes scoped everything out, and I cannot believe where he stopped. In a gravel pit, with a wooden fence that looked like it came from a house that was about to be flipped. Seriously, my stomach sank. I pulled into the site, to only see my neighbors. Literally 3 feet away from me. The screaming child seemed to greet me. They had a large ATV there, along with... lots of collectibles... saying that nicely. Looked horrible. So, I was quick on my toes. I realized, I am not going to stay in this spot. And there is no way I would make Debbie stay here. Seriously, I have had nothing but amazing sites my entire trip! Then this. Time to be relocated. But I quickly learned there were no more sites available. Wally World was filled to capacity. I told them, that this will not work for me. I had no idea where I would go, but not here. They gave me a refund and I went back to my car and left.
I called 4 other campgrounds, and they were all booked. I did find one that had a 3/5 star rating. I mean how bad can this be? I called, and the nice guy said they had one spot left. In an area they call the pines, because of the trees surrounding it. I was sold. Gave him my credit card info, and I was on my way. The outside area felt good... a tree lined street, less traffic... then I entered the camp. ARE YOU FRIGGING KIDDING ME? This place was even worst, it looked like some zombie movie with hundreds of people slowly walking because of their sunburns. There was a GIGANTIC circus tent over the swimming pool. A tent? I had already paid so I decided to be optimistic and just suck it up. Nope. It was on an end of a block that actually was crammed between a large amount of trailers. And my site sort of was the center of attention.
(Yes, I have some pictures below)
Without thinking, I went to the office and said this will not work. A place that was equally as horrible as the first. But everything was booked everywhere else.
So, I called Debbie and told her of my adventures and asked, “would you be terribly sad if you could not actually camp with me?”. She gave a quick answer... no.
Ok, then I’m getting a hotel.
I am typing this from an air conditioned room on a soft mattress. I guess the journey led to this, and I’m done complaining!
Debbie arrives tomorrow and it’s a brand new day. Looking forward to eating fresh fish, and wandering around.
And I can say after this Wally World incident, that I am rethinking where I will camp in the future. Definitely not a gravel overflow parking lot.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX
Day 4 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Waking up from my second night in Mystic was like Groundhog Day. I’ve been used to being in a different state each morning, so I decided to change it up a little.
Let’s see... I found a grocery store and bought laundry soap.
I then proceeded to do what I normally never do... mix colors. I was being lazy and didn’t want to wait for 2 loads... so I now have pink clothes that used to be white. Now, that’s a good day! And believe me, it’s been so hot camping that my clothes needed a break.
I had my trusty delicious egg burrito and fresh coffee... always a favorite.
I was so excited to find out that some very special friends who live not far in Connecticut wanted to come see me! And not just see me.... but eat pizza with me! We all decided to meet in old town Mystic and eat at the original Mystic pizza joint that the movie was filmed at years ago. It did not disappoint, nether did the ice cold beer that washed it down.
Seeing my special friends, Rusty and Carol made my day! They were the only people I have seen this entire trip that I know, so that added a warm fuzzy. We then walked the old town of Mystic then went our separate ways.
I did realize when I got back to my campsite, that I need to start figuring out where I’ll be camping next week. The only thing for sure, is I will be at Mt. Washington NH next weekend, so I’ll use that as my starting point. I then need to be back in Harpers Ferry WV after that, then back to North Carolina where a nature therapist is allowing me to film him as he takes me out in the wild.
But the highlight of this trip will be Maine. Starting with being a tourist a few days with my wife, then off to Mt Katadhin. There are a few people I may be summating with and filming their moment of hitting their journeys goal. What an incredible feat.
So, onward to Google as this hobo needs to find my next temporary homes. Oh, did I mention I had Mystic pizza today?
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Day 3 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Today, I found myself on Lickdale Road (just fun to say that) just outside of Hershey, Pennsylvania. Despite the call for bad storms all night, it was actually very calm. Quite humid, but I’d rather that than waking to a cloud unleashing all it has.
I was up at 5:30am and made the decision not to cook breakfast, and instead be on a Starbucks mission. That reality did come true, and I couldn’t have been happier.
The drive was long and beautiful. Pennsylvania is one beautiful state with a lot of oooooo and ahhhhhh moments. I didn’t quite feel that way in Jersey, but New York was pretty cool.
This was a 5 1/2 hour drive total, and I did take a 45 minute nap at some gas station. I just couldn’t keep my eyes open. But I regained consciousness and soon found myself In Connecticut.
Looking at the map, I was amazed how much distance I’ve done in a few days. This is some seriously beautiful country up here! However... I will say this.... I miss the friendliness of the South. We are pretty spoiled with a majority of people having eye contact and saying hello. I do not find that true in these upper states. In fact, yesterday in the camp, I was yelled out from the top of this maintenance dudes lungs. I was driving a little faster than the 5 mph posted sign, and I swear the guy was going to burst a vessel. I decided to stop and roll my window down instead of scurrying away. I asked.... “are you ok?”.
I think he was surprised I stopped. He actually took a pause and said I’m kicking up dust. I said you didn’t need to freak out like that. He actually had a glimmer of a smile. This dude works in the woods and is still stressed, maybe he needs to hike the AT.
I will be honest, I thought I was going to come across all kinds of people and have conversations. That does not seem to be the case, in fact nobody even looks at you in the eyes out here. That’s ok. I’m excited to get back out on the AT and reconnect with hikers.
I found my camp site and got all set up. I found myself people watching... and trust me, there are some people to watch. Camp grounds are so different than going camping in the woods. I mean, come on, 40 foot motor homes, towing a big car along with bikes, canoes and bbqs in the back! These motor homes were beautiful. Reminded me more of a harbor full of stunning yachts. I found myself just wandering around looking at some of these incredible mansions on wheels.
So I came back to my “tent on a car” and just appreciated what I have. I’ll get into my camp system on another blog. It is pretty sweet.
So, back to people watching, and I will be here at this site for one more night, then up to Maine I go! I’m excited, because I’m picking up my wife, Debbie on Saturday in Portland , Maine! So I’m trying to time everything to that.
Back to people watching and hearing target practice in the distance.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX!
Day 2 - The Trail Mix Diaries
Today I found myself waking up at 5am to rain hammering against the tent. The storm had come through while I was asleep, but that didn’t seem to wake me. I did leave the window panels unzipped, so it did get a little damp inside. I think moist would be a better word.
I finally dragged myself out and made the most tasty breakfast! There is something about eating in the woods that makes me happy. And to sit, chill and reflect with a steaming cup of coffee... nothing else like it.
After getting all packed up, I headed 225 miles to Harpers Ferry, WV to visit and interview people from the Appalachian Trail Conservancy. Now, I live in what I have always thought of as a cute small town (Franklin, TN), but I gotta say... Harpers Ferry....you are right up there with us! The older buildings,,, restaurants... then you throw in the Potomac River going through the outside of town... incredible.
I found the old ATC building, in its recognizable stone building with with white grout. I was actually really excited to be stepping into this historic building.
I was quickly greeted by, Roger. A Navy military Vet who volunteers at this gift shop a few times a month. I loved this guy! He told me his though hike story from 2012, and the love he has for this trail system. He does quite a bit of other volunteer work with the ATC, just to give back and to be a part of something that is very special to him.
Now, I had called and left a message and emailed my contact here, but apparently those were not read or listened to. So needless to say, the person I needed to interview was not there. I was hoping to capture stories of the history of the Appalachian Trail, but this will need to wait for 2 weeks until I pass back through this town.but that’s ok. I enjoyed meeting new friends and learning more about the town.
So.... onward to Hershey Pennsylvania! This was another 225 miles north, and made that in pretty good time, despite the constant rain.
The new camp site found myself Parked 30 feet from a small river that sounded so refreshing. A sweet spot to end a very long day. Ready for what tomorrow has to bring. As I head to Mystic, Connecticut.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX!
Day One - The Trail Mix Diaries
The day started late and became a little stressful. I was on the road almost 3 hours later than I had intended to leave, but it all worked out. Today’s trek was not long.... just under 300 miles. I went from North Carolina to Lexington, Virginia.
Driving long distances alone, sure makes you think.... first, I realized I’m driving through some of the most beautiful country, with all these rivers and rolling hills. It made me think about this distance I’m driving, and the hikers that have traversed these hills by foot. I was also listening to the Cheryl Strayed audio book, Wild... so that also was quite humbling. It was this book, that even put the nugget of curiosity in my head about hikers... about a person who had never hiked before and was completely out of their comfort zone. But by the middle of the story, she found her sweet spot. That moment where you can become more content in your journey and start looking at the end goal. I saw so much of me in that character (minus the drugs and other addictions). I was fascinated about this transformation and the amount of thinking and realization that can happen in over 2,000 miles of hiking and getting to know yourself. Just stepping out in nature, for any amount of time, can open your eyes... and senses. This is nothing new to so many people, but to people like me that only car camped once in a while, it’s quite eye opening.
So I finally found the camp area just before darkness settled in. Just enough time to set up the tent, and cook a gourmet meal of hot dogs and beer. It definitely put a smile on my face. Looking forward to tomorrow’s trek, as I will end up in Harpers Ferry WV, then Pennsylvania. Wondering what tomorrow will bring, in terms of story and experiences. I do know we all need to get out there in the Wild just a little bit more.... find out what you’re capable of.
Please join along! You can find this daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film/blog or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
You can also learn a little about the charity I formed because of this project at: www.trailsplease.org
Join in, and be a part of the MIX!
Introduction to what I’m doing:
It’s not often in life, that you step way out of your comfort zone for something that is a passion... let alone a self funded film. But that is my journey, for the next 21 days.
For 3 weeks, I will be DRIVING, from Tennessee to Maine, following the Appalachian Trail, and chasing down the thru hikers for my new film, “Trail Mix”.
I am starting today from Tennessee; and camping along the way, not really sure what’s around the corner. I will do my best to post every night the adventures from that day....telling stories of people and places.
Please join along! You can find the daily blog on my film website, at www.trailmix.film or on the Facebook page at: www.facebook.com/trailmixdoc
And I would love for you to join the email list on the www.trailmix.film site to keep updated with everything going on!wyb
